Sleepless Musings At Dawn by AngelOfTheShadows, literature
Literature
Sleepless Musings At Dawn
This may not be perfect, but hey it's my life
Every cell in my mind on lockdown, each memory a cause for strife
The cold air of the morning calms, yet starts releasing my prisoners
Chaos erupting in my skull, causing me no envy for my listeners
I sit here and cope, and yet I want to break down and cry
Intoxicants my escape, slowly quickening the moment I die
From murder to suicide, I've seen it all
Each little memory stings, bringing me closer to my inevitable fall
Am I really as sane as you say, or am I on the precipice again
The thoughts robbing my sleep, no help now or then
My mind is hazed, like this early morning fog
Each hou
When I get into this state
Reading over my old words is of no use
I've lost all my inspiration
Taking in my surroundings in the hope of breaking my block
Everything a possible subject
Rearing its head still no words come
Still just an empty page
Boredom starts to set in
Loosing all interest in writing anything at all
On every item drawing a blank
Cooking my brain in the process
King of the nothing inside my mind once again
The Hardest Words by AngelOfTheShadows, literature
Literature
The Hardest Words
The writer sits with tears in his eyes
Lost in memories of times lost and taken away
Still finding it hard to voice the loss
Yet not having the heart to say sorry
The easiest words being the hardest
Living in a world of his own design
One of self caused disgust
Loathing himself for how he has chosen to fall
Even these words will never be the sorry that needs to be said
As those that need to read it never will
Music Cut Short: Kobain by AngelOfTheShadows, literature
Literature
Music Cut Short: Kobain
From humble beginings to a critical supernova
A life of self calculated hatred
A town of dead timber spawned him
A blonde haired poetLife cut short by his own hand twice
Living heavier than heaven having finally taken it's toll
Leaving behind a daughter to never truly know her daddy
Only what the media and family say about him
A sadly misunderstood individual
The grind of his voice only left to be replayed digitally
Till the end of time
We are a nation of convicts
Crime the basis for our being
A skag on every corner and a prostitute in between
Praying off the weak and the lonely
A country of scum designed to destroy each other
A continent of those causing addiction
Destroying the lives of their customers and their victims to make a quick buck
Trying to live on easy street at the expense of others
Live your lives boys as they may not exist much longer
Greatest Human Flaw by AngelOfTheShadows, literature
Literature
Greatest Human Flaw
Everday I see it
Race against race
Religion against religion
Man against man
Violence is our nature
Peace just a long dreamt farce
Cancerous and viratically we spread
Destroying everything in our path
Doomed by our primal instincts of Mate, Feed, Kill
War just another reason for us to polish of our weapons
And fulfill our most dank desire
The smell of blood what pushes us on
All just cattle to the war mongers
Who sit behind their desks and plot the next war
Do you really think we can change
Or would you rather just delude yourself so
In the end we are all just dirty apes
Each as evil as the next
Sleepless Musings At Dawn by AngelOfTheShadows, literature
Literature
Sleepless Musings At Dawn
This may not be perfect, but hey it's my life
Every cell in my mind on lockdown, each memory a cause for strife
The cold air of the morning calms, yet starts releasing my prisoners
Chaos erupting in my skull, causing me no envy for my listeners
I sit here and cope, and yet I want to break down and cry
Intoxicants my escape, slowly quickening the moment I die
From murder to suicide, I've seen it all
Each little memory stings, bringing me closer to my inevitable fall
Am I really as sane as you say, or am I on the precipice again
The thoughts robbing my sleep, no help now or then
My mind is hazed, like this early morning fog
Each hou
When I get into this state
Reading over my old words is of no use
I've lost all my inspiration
Taking in my surroundings in the hope of breaking my block
Everything a possible subject
Rearing its head still no words come
Still just an empty page
Boredom starts to set in
Loosing all interest in writing anything at all
On every item drawing a blank
Cooking my brain in the process
King of the nothing inside my mind once again
The Hardest Words by AngelOfTheShadows, literature
Literature
The Hardest Words
The writer sits with tears in his eyes
Lost in memories of times lost and taken away
Still finding it hard to voice the loss
Yet not having the heart to say sorry
The easiest words being the hardest
Living in a world of his own design
One of self caused disgust
Loathing himself for how he has chosen to fall
Even these words will never be the sorry that needs to be said
As those that need to read it never will
Music Cut Short: Kobain by AngelOfTheShadows, literature
Literature
Music Cut Short: Kobain
From humble beginings to a critical supernova
A life of self calculated hatred
A town of dead timber spawned him
A blonde haired poetLife cut short by his own hand twice
Living heavier than heaven having finally taken it's toll
Leaving behind a daughter to never truly know her daddy
Only what the media and family say about him
A sadly misunderstood individual
The grind of his voice only left to be replayed digitally
Till the end of time
We are a nation of convicts
Crime the basis for our being
A skag on every corner and a prostitute in between
Praying off the weak and the lonely
A country of scum designed to destroy each other
A continent of those causing addiction
Destroying the lives of their customers and their victims to make a quick buck
Trying to live on easy street at the expense of others
Live your lives boys as they may not exist much longer
Greatest Human Flaw by AngelOfTheShadows, literature
Literature
Greatest Human Flaw
Everday I see it
Race against race
Religion against religion
Man against man
Violence is our nature
Peace just a long dreamt farce
Cancerous and viratically we spread
Destroying everything in our path
Doomed by our primal instincts of Mate, Feed, Kill
War just another reason for us to polish of our weapons
And fulfill our most dank desire
The smell of blood what pushes us on
All just cattle to the war mongers
Who sit behind their desks and plot the next war
Do you really think we can change
Or would you rather just delude yourself so
In the end we are all just dirty apes
Each as evil as the next
Favourite genre of music: I'll listen to anything I like regardless of genre so meh Favourite photographer: Elestana Favourite cartoon character: Gir and Muttely in a tie Personal Quote: We ourselves are our own worst critics
Some of you will call me and idiot, some crazy, others will just say you'll miss me, but I really do feel I need to take a sebatical from all of this that we call dA, if not to clear my head, to at least retain some of my sanity.
I'll keep it this short and sweet.
~Clyde Dillinger Wright~
By the time this is finished properly it will be close enough to the new year for me for all of this to be a definitive review. This year has been one giant roller coaster for me.
The year started off with me breaking up with my "fling" from last year (sadly they dumped me a week after their dad died) and then ending up in one of the most fucked relationships I've ever had, but we needn't talk of her at all, nor what she did to me.
In between those relationships i tried to finish off my high school education one last time, but sadly I am too old to go through mainstream schooling anymore, I just feel like a square wheel put on a Camry ther
TAG YOUR IT!!!! this is so scary. send this to 15 people in the next 143 mins. when you are done press F6 and your crushes name will appear on the screen in big letters. this is scary cuz it works!!!! if you break the chain you will have problems with relationships for the next 5 years NO SEND BACK!!